Heliophobic

I used to be active in sports. I run a lot in primary(HAHA 5 years back), I travel on feet regularly as if the sun wasn't there, and you know what, sun and sweat just didn't bother me even for a bit back then.

I know I'm still quite tanned now, but in comparison to my skin tone last time?

OMG HI SITI!!!!(forgotten when)

Yes I know right, close to charcoal color.

And these are actually taken last year.

Still very dark right?? Thanks to cheerleading practices directly under the sun. Even few miserable hours under the sun can tan my skin for a very long time. LONG LONG TIME.

So eventually, I developed Heliophobia(fear of the sun). I stopped doing outdoor activities and luckily for me, I get to avoid the sun further during holidays because no school right!

So far so good, I turned few tones fairer.

I would like to avoid the sun forever if possible.

BUT NO.

NONONONONONO.

Guess where I'll be heading during the upcoming holidays. Just guess.

Ohmy god she's heading to..

the beach.

Sun, water and fun T__T

Okay to be exact, Pulau Langkawi.

I know I sound like I'm ranting or complaining but actually when I ask myself further on that, umm. No. I'm not actually that unhappy about that.

At least I can finally find peace and do a little of self discovery during this period of time.

*assuring self that its not that bad

Worse comes to worst,

I'll just have to get use to this look.