Just as I was working on this post, my doorbell rang. Wasn't expecting anyone, especially not him. But there he was, surprising me with Christmas gifts! Aww bb, muihmuihmuihs.
Speaking of him, here's something.
(MUSHY CONTENT BELOW. Escape while you can.)
Bb, it is now almost our one year anniversary. You've heard this a million times before but, seems like yesterday when I first know you.
Yesterday we were best friends, you cared for me like no other.
Today I know how much u love me, I know how far you're willing to go for me.
Honestly, I just wish for time to freeze now. Next year brings changes, big changes. We'll be parting ways, you taking mechatronics at Apiit, me going for communications somewhere else.
You won't be carrying my bottle and bag anymore like how you always did everytime we walk into the school together. You won't be there to wake me up every morning and motivate me to attend school. All these time you've been pampering me like how parents pamper their standard one kids. It has made me so afraid to be independent again.
I'm afraid to go to a new place all by myself, nevermind driving. I still want to sneak out of class to spend recess with you. I still want to see your face everytime I walk out of the classroom when it's time to go home.
But I can't anymore.
I'll try to be that strong and independent person I used to be. I just don't want to weaken our bond. I don't want us to change.
Our relationship has always seem to be that stable and sweet one as seen by others. I never liked to discuss my problems in public, why should I? I just want everything to be kept between us both. I don't want sympathy from others and I don't want outside influences. My feelings for you will decide everything else.
You have seen me in my ugliest form and yet telling me that I'm beautiful. I know I'm not always that sweet and lovely girlfriend. All these don't matter to you..
It's just that, do you believe in us?
Because I do if you do.
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